THIS WAS GOING TO BE ABOUT L's CLASSROOM

[avidbystander]

I'm always relieved to find myself on the mat at 5:30 am. It means I've managed in half wakefulness to convince my body to do the rest of me a favor, when what it wants is--more of this lying here. "I just want to lie here." Today I went. There's a sweetness during the pain and when it's over. I've grown to enjoy, even relish practice in a hot,

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[avidbystander]

It's His future grace that I, very slowly, grow to trust increasingly. That when I accepted Him as savior, not understanding so many things; as a child, not knowing adult persuasion and rationale, was in a moment overspread with the grace (His) to overcome things I would later do, with no conception of what they were or their effect. And now, looking back I am fearfully amazed by it, knowing that where I am is not the simple arithmetic of diligence and compensation. Because of this--the faithfulness of God--for all my faithless striving, I feel compelled to trust Him more. Reflecting on His goodness in the past; though, I didn't know where things were going at the time, I consider the present with its own set of uncertainties and know I can and should trust Him with this too. Infinite need can only be met by an infinite God.

I'm happy to hear things are falling into place, Matt. Praise God (from whom all blessings flow). :)