at home sick, messy hair, stuffy nose, coughing and craving something i can't have, wanting someone i can't have, and missing someone who isn't coming for a while.
i wish i had something to write about, but i don't.
my father totaled his car, my mom got surgery and is feeling sick, and i just got very sick right before my first rehearsal with itsac perlman and right before my master class with people from the met and right before my benefit concert.