A vent

[avaylee]

A million things to work on and I can't seem to get the most basic of things done. Insecurities are flying through my brain at mach speed. I'm not thin, pretty, young, or smart enough. Awesome. Like being 15 again, except with fear that comes with baggage. Should know better. Seriously.

So my choices are not black and white. I can never be younger

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[gamine3]

I adore you. and miss you. and love coming back on here and seeing you are still out there somewhere and reading that we are still oddly in synch on many things. It's almost three months since you wrote this...how did the carb thing go?