TRUTH AND BETRAYAL

[avaisnotcrazy]

 IGNORANCE IS NOT BLISS, IT SIMPLY POSTPONES THE INEVITABLE.

LIKE DISCOVERING WAR IS MY FATHER. OR RATHER - HAVING ALL THE MEMORIES OF THAT DISCOVERY COME BACK TO ME.

SO WOULD SOMEONE LIKE TO TELL ME WHY EVERYONE THOUGHT IT WOULD BE A GRAND IDEA TO KEEP THIS FACT HIDDEN FROM ME WHEN WHOEVER ERASED MY MEMORIES?

BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY IT WAS FOR ALL OF YOUR

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[treehouse_luci]

UM.

BECAUSE YOU BEING AWARE OF IT MADE DEATH KILL YOU MORE AND WE GET SICK OF LIMBO TOO?

JUST A THOUGHT.

WELCOME BACK TO THE ~FAMILY~ THOUGH! HERE. HAVE A PINEAPPLE.

[gamblore]

/...

HOW ARE YOU SO AWESOME, DAD?

[treehouse_luci]

THANK YOU. I DO HAVE MY MOMENTS.

*GRINS*

[avaisnotcrazy]

...DEATH KILLS ME ALL THE TIME ANYWAY, LUCI.

BUT UH - THANKS? I MEAN, IT IS NICE. HAVING FAMILY HERE. EVEN IF WAR ISN'T THE MOST EMBRACING MEMBER, YOU GUYS ARE - WELL, I CAN'T SAY ITS NOT KIND OF COOL TO HAVE YOU IN THE FAMILY.

Except that one time we had sex... um... just ignoring that....

[treehouse_death]

PERSONALLY, I HAD NO ISSUE WITH THEM ERASING YOUR MEMORY BECAUSE IT MEANT I DIDN'T HAVE TO EVEN CONSIDER THE IDEA THAT YOU WERE RELATED TO ME IN EVEN THE VAGUEST OF SENSES.

ALSO BECAUSE I KNEW ONCE YOU REMEMBERED, YOU'D REACT RATHER LIKE THIS, AND WATCHING YOU GO ALL ~CRAZY DRAMA QUEEN IS NEVER NOT FUNNY.

[avaisnotcrazy]

I'm not going drama queen. Do you see tears or hear shrieking? I'm simply calling out bullshit because I have a right to stick up for myself. As a matter of fact, I think its about time I do it more often.

[treehouse_death]

YOU'RE ACTING ALL ~WOUNDED AND ~BETRAYED - SEEMS PRETTY DRAMA QUEEN TO ME.

AND BY ALL MEANS, STICK UP FOR YOURSELF. IT'LL JUST GIVE ME MORE OF AN EXCUSE TO KILL YOU.

[avaisnotcrazy]

Its not drama queen when its rightfully and wholly justified.

And I'd think a step-mother like you would be proud her step-daughter is actually sticking up for herself.

We got along once upon a time. You seem to forget this. We worked ~well~ together. Why can't you just accept me for who I am?!

[yersofullofcrap]

Cause you get super depressed and dramatic all the time and they probably thought it would be better if you just didn't know.

For your own sanity.

[lost_in_dreamz_]

Well, seeing as how I was bound to find out again at some point, and that repeated shocks don't help anyone's sanity? I don't really buy it.

[treehouse_ed]

AVA, I'M SORRY BUT. *SIGHS*

I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE BETTER IF YOU DIDN'T KNOW.

[lost_in_dreamz_]

::sighs::

But I was bound to find out again eventually anyway. And wouldn't it have been better to hear from a friend? So I could deal with this? I mean, I am. But its not ideal.

[treehouse_ed]

LOOKING BACK ON IT, YEAH, IT WAS PROBABLY BETTER THAT YOU WOULD'VE HEARD IT FROM A FRIEND. I'M SORRY, AVA.

[th_sam]

I DIDN'T KNOW YOU HAD LOST THEM. I JUST FIGURED YOU HAD FINALLY COME TO TERMS WITH THEM. I WAS PROUD OF YOU FOR THAT.

[avaisnotcrazy]

I had. I think War wished them away or something. But I want to come to terms with them Sam! That's what I'm trying to do, which is why its so important that I know - everything I have a right to. So I ~can~ come to terms with them.

I'm not breaking down or falling apart over this. Not this time. I'm stronger than that.

[th_sam]

WELL I HOPE YOU DO.