SO I SHOULD LIKE - JUST PUT IT ON HOLD BC ITS THE MOST PERFECT THING IN THE WORLD FOR ME, RIGHT?!?
Or is that horribly presumptuous and going to bite me in the end. I mean, its okay to dream, but... I feel like that might be too much. Its just so amazing though!
BUT IT WAS SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN FOR REAL MAGGIE! I WAS WEEKS AWAY FROM MY WEDDING. And, I mean, not that I'd ever wish for things to be different and that he and I had gotten married. Because - I mean, I'm so far from that life now.
But I just. MAGGIE I HAVE BEEN PLANNING MY WEDDING SINCE I WAS 5! AND EVERYONE KEEPS TYING THE KNOT AND HAVING THE MOST AMAZING WEDDING CEREMONIES AROUND ME AND ITS JUST... not fair. That was supposed to be me.
And things are - really wonderful with Andy and I'm so happy. But I just don't think he'd be ready for something like that for a really long time. If that would even ~happen~ with us. I don't want to be too presumptuous, I just... can't help it, you know? Daydreams and what not. And then I found this ring...
Omg you actually left? Dude, did I come across so unnecessarily bitchy ~you~ left. Oh god. I'm kinda sorry. Not that you left. But you know. If I was that harsh. I'm trying to be a better person these days! You know - sunshine and happy!
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OMG EDDIE, YOU THINK?!?!?!
SO I SHOULD LIKE - JUST PUT IT ON HOLD BC ITS THE MOST PERFECT THING IN THE WORLD FOR ME, RIGHT?!?
Or is that horribly presumptuous and going to bite me in the end. I mean, its okay to dream, but... I feel like that might be too much. Its just so amazing though!
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I KNOW SO.
BUT YOU SHOULD TURN IT IN, I MEAN. IT'S THE RIGHT THING TO DO.
ER. *AWKWARD AS SHE SNIFFLES*
THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN'T KEEP IT FOR A BIT, THOUGH.
I DON'T THINK THERE'S ANYTHING WRONG WITH PRETENDING AVA. GOD KNOWS I DO IT ALL THE TIME.
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But! THE DRESS EDDIE! I MEAN, ITS AMAZING! LIKE -
...I could put it on hold. For the future.
I just don't know if that's counting my chickens way before they hatch when I could end up with all my eggs breaking instead.
I mean, you know. Just because things are finally amazing and wonderful right now doesn't mean we'll ever...
this.
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BUT, UM. I THINK MAYBE YOU SHOULD TURN THAT RING IN. SOMEONE'S PROBABLY MISSING IT VERY MUCH. *FINGERS HER OWN RING* I KNOW I WOULD.
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::may be clutching the [now dried] bouquet she caught at your wedding, and twirling the ring on her finger, lip quivering and pouting::
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*CAREFULLY TAKES THE BOUQUET OUT OF HER HANDS AND PUTS IT ASIDE* IT'S OKAY, AVA. JUST THINK OF HOW MUCH HAPPIER YOU'LL BE WHEN IT HAPPENS FOR REAL!
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BUT IT WAS SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN FOR REAL MAGGIE! I WAS WEEKS AWAY FROM MY WEDDING. And, I mean, not that I'd ever wish for things to be different and that he and I had gotten married. Because - I mean, I'm so far from that life now.
But I just. MAGGIE I HAVE BEEN PLANNING MY WEDDING SINCE I WAS 5! AND EVERYONE KEEPS TYING THE KNOT AND HAVING THE MOST AMAZING WEDDING CEREMONIES AROUND ME AND ITS JUST... not fair. That was supposed to be me.
And things are - really wonderful with Andy and I'm so happy. But I just don't think he'd be ready for something like that for a really long time. If that would even ~happen~ with us. I don't want to be too presumptuous, I just... can't help it, you know? Daydreams and what not. And then I found this ring...
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SO WHAT DO YOU SAY. SHOULD I JUST - RESERVE IT FOR... THE FUTURE?
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You don't think I'd be like - jinxing myself? Isn't it way presumptuous to do something like that?
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crap.
Andy - I was just playing around. Like, you know. Girlie dress up!
::goes to pat him on the back and realizes she is sooo carrying the dress Mags and Tessa convinced her to buy. attempts to hide it behind her back::
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I'll just be taking my dress now than~ Thank you for ~holding it for me, Ava! *WINKWINKNUDGENUDGE*
*sew subtle~*
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OMG TESS! THERE YOU ARE!!! AND YES! YOUR DRESS! I WAS JUST HOLDING ON TO IT FOR YOU - DIDN'T WANT ANYONE TO FALL IN LOVE WITH IT OR ANYTHING.
BUT HERE! TAKE GOOD CARE OF IT!
;-) I so owe you
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LAWL.
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Omg you actually left? Dude, did I come across so unnecessarily bitchy ~you~ left. Oh god. I'm kinda sorry. Not that you left. But you know. If I was that harsh. I'm trying to be a better person these days! You know - sunshine and happy!
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