i don't know what it is right now
but i feel like as small as a mouse.

and that i really don't want to be
alive right now.

yeah i know poor baby.
oh well.

saying things like that can get a girl confused

as much as things have been going good with the boyfriend and i ( Read more... )

spain is amazing so far.
i do miss some folks - the bf, kristine, james, KYLE!, and all the others.

i´ll be home soon enough though.

i hope all is well wherever.

kyleeeeeeeeeee! <3 hahahah

haha i had to delete the last like three entries cause yeah i did.
i know that there's one person on here that knows why.

but y eah thats why it looks like i haven't written in here for a really long time.

but other than that.
screw sluts.

but we dream too much and who needs a crutch
pull off the bandage theres no wound
so please just leave,
you dont mean that much to me
your sore thumb,
your best defense is miles from home
oh and it reads like a letter,
with the words all broken erased them with a razorblade

i need you here tonight
just like the ocean needs the wave.
fall around me now,
like stars that shine and brighten the way.
i need you here tonight just like
this night it needs the rain.

if i can't learn to make myself feel better, how can i expect anyone else to give a shit ?

fuck you wisdom teeth.

this whole shit hurts like a mother fucker.
AHHHHHHHHHHH.
anyone got ideas of how to keep the pain down

uh.
so i'm not liking this new lay out.