Shame and the morning after.

[auroryborealis]

Ow...my head.

Note to self: Never, ever, ever, ever EVER drnk again. Never.

I cannot believe what happened last night.

So, after a bit of deliberation, I decided to go to Logan's party. Yeah. Big mistake

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[marsheadtilt]

Veronica shakes her head.

"I'm sorry. Logan is... well..."

She sighs and shakes her head, partly in jealousy because she still has feelings for Logan, whether she'll admit it or not and partly because she feels bad that he took advantage of Rory.

[auroryborealis]

Rory can tell something's up with Veronica, but can't quite put her finger on it. Probably boy problems. She makes a note to have a long, long talk with her later, after this whole Logan thing is cleared up.

"Yeah. I mean, I like him...or, I did...but I didn't want it all to happen like this. I feel like such a...."

Rory can't finish the sentence before starting to cry.

[marsheadtilt]

Veronica hugs Rory awkwardly. She remembers how she felt the morning after Shelley's end of the year party and she imagines that's probably how Rory is feeling right now.

With a sigh, she puts aside her own feelings and vows to help Rory through this.

"Hey," she says softly. "It'll all work out in the end. Things like this happen when you're in high school. I heard that Lee Adama and John Crichton were flirting with each other at that party last night."

[auroryborealis]

Rory manages a smile at that. "Yeah, I um...I saw them. Somehow, that I do remember. And I know I'll get past it. It's just...confusing right now, y'know?"

[chasingangela]

*Thinks: Everyone in the entire world is having sex. Except me.*

Says: "I'm so sorry, Rory. You don't need to be so hard on yourself."

[auroryborealis]

"Yes I do! Harvard will be! Girls who do this don't get into nice schools."

[chasingangela]

"They aren't going to, like, give you a physical exam when you apply. I think Parker is right -- you made a mistake, let it go.

Unless, you know, you don't want to let it go. Logan is pretty hot."

[auroryborealis]

Rory laughs and rolls her eyes.

"Yeah. I'm really not one to let this go, but...I'm going to try and 'go with the moment.' That seems to be his philosophy anyway. And I wish I knew how I really felt about him, because then I'd know better how I want to deal with it all."

[mparkerceo]

*blinks* I thought that's what you wanted to happen! Why are you upset now?

At least tell me he used protection, and that's not what you're worried about.

I'll kick his ass if he didn't, if you want.

[auroryborealis]

Well, yeah, but...but...I didn't expect it all to happen to fast. I feel...slutty.

And I'm going to guess that protection was used. I mean...we're both smart. I don't remember, and, uh, he doesn't....

Oh God, I'm even more stupid than I thought.

[mparkerceo]

You thought... what? It'd be a second-base kind of date?

*sigh* I would call you stupid, except you obviously aren't when you're not drunk.

He doesn't, uh, what?

If protection wasn't used, you've got bigger problems than thinking you're a slut.

[auroryborealis]

I don't remember. But according to him, we did.

(OOC: In truth, we haven't established that yet, as we're still working on the whole morning-after scenario. But for all intents and purposes, we did, since we're not having Rory relive her mom's life.)