i feel ya. Not at this particular moment, but definitely have felt that way. january is always a crappy month for me. if it makes you feel any better, try not to think about an end goal. if something that you are doing sucks right now, try to make some changes. obviously, if you want to get to some goal...you have to make sacrifices...but i hate that mentality people push that you are living life to get to a certain point. especially, when people make it seem like a race or something. ("oh my gosh, you are getting married before finishing college?!, or "oh my, it is taking you 3 years to finish an associates, I got mine in 1 1/2") who gives a rip? it makes all that living in between reaching that goal royally suck sometimes...or just being blah and boring. anyway, just a thought.
I find it hard to get motivated too; I still don't have a permanent lab and it's draining...it all depends if I get this grant. I was supposed to find out today, but no news. That probably means I didn't get it. Boo.
Ya know, I've been feeling the same way lately, Stacy. You'd think, eh, girl with a rock on her finger would be right chipper...but no. I've been really struggling with how I like my job and my career and such. I think I wish I'd made a few choices differently, but yet, would it change the things about my life that I *do* really like?
*shrugs*
I guess I kinda understand. Just take it one day at a time, and hope for the best.
Comments 3
Reply
Reply
*shrugs*
I guess I kinda understand. Just take it one day at a time, and hope for the best.
Reply
Leave a comment