utterly disgusted

with myself.

is it better to sin and do what i think is best?

or better to give up what i want than to sin.

i hope it never gets to that.

i suppose it has...i just ignore it.

i do still exist.
its hard to stay connected to two very different worlds...that have taken places at two very different times of my life.

what has stayed the same is that i have needed Jesus through every second of it.

ive turned away.ive turned back.messed up,got forgiven..messed up.

thats how we humans work.

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im almost ready for a big fat entry...

just not yet.see thyis is me building up to one.

and still building....

yeah.

ill fill that out soon,ceej..its a good one.

so,yes.

starbucks...mhmm.

maybe going home saturday?not?

i love everyone.

enter...

new amazing job.

thankyou!

ohh boy

I HAVE MY LICENSE.

and an amazing blue tahoe to drive.(for now)

and an amazing boyfriend.

and amazing new friends.

and hopefully soon an amazing job.

then,in january,im off to an amazing bible school in colorado.

Jesus please keep me focused on you,i dont deserve these countless blessings.You are my supply.
without You i am nothing

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i miss you everyone...

sorry if i havent returned calls,super busy!theyll come!

i love you all...

CJ?! DID YOU GET MY TEXT THAT I NAMED MY TAMAGOTCHI AFTER YOU!?