i just finished reading the chronicles of narnia, which brings me 7 steps closer to being a kid again.

and now i am at a loss as to what to read next, phooey.

i want to dye my hair. should i go light or dark, or just leave it the awkward color it naturally wants to be ( Read more... )

*runs* *skids* *comes to a stop*...phew. its been a long time since i actually left a post, but i have been faithfully reading lj and keeping up with all of you and it seems like everyone is still alive and well which i am glad of, and i apologize for not keeping my end of the deal by not leaving you all with posts letting you all know how i am and ( Read more... )

i disappeared.

or something like that...

this evening was very nice. tai and i got to watch a charlie chaplin and buster keaton film backed live by the cincinnati pops, it was something new and that is always grande. and then of course there was some ice cream involved, and UDF still does not have cookies and cream WTS...but i got another enjoyable flava so its all good. i spent like a ( Read more... )

if you are a spider, NEVER EVER again creep down the wall right by my desk like that again. i mean making me have to silently freak the fuck out and then try to kill you whilst jessica is sleeping is no effin' good, i am still getting the heebie jeebies, thanks alot ( Read more... )

today is the first day i have not smoked a single cigarette in months. this makes me happy ( Read more... )

i am going to a tutor to help me get back on track with my digital stuff on wednesday, she seems really nice and hopefully i wont feel too stupid for having her help me with this formZ stuff that is giving me a horrorshow headache these days ( Read more... )

i am seriously considering dropping out this quarter from school. i am totally unmotivated to do any work. i feel lost, unsatisfied, broke and lonely. i just want to be happy and right now school and being in cincinnati doesnt make me happy and things are just shitty in every aspect of my life. i am gonna talk to people tomorrow and see if i can ( Read more... )

fanfuckingtastic, just what i need to hear tonight. am i doing something wrong here or is there something wrong with me? i believe this makes it 2 for 2 in the past month now that i have heard those words directed towards me. i'm sick of the excuses, i'm sick of the drama, i'm sick of it all ( Read more... )