i want to go home. mostly because things here are so hard and it would be so much easier to just give up and go back to where it's easy. . . . it's mostly pride that's keeping me going this day. because otherwise i think i'd just give up.
that's exactly how I feel. I can barely pay rent, I can't afford utilities, I *definitely* can't afford food, I haven't even paid my credit card bills in a couple months---one of 'em even got cancelled because it hadn't been paid in so long.
I'm not sure it's pride exactly; but I have no idea what *is* keeping me going anymore. it's not the bright future as a librarian laid out in front of me, that's for sure.
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it's mostly pride that's keeping me going this day. because otherwise i think i'd just give up.
that's exactly how I feel. I can barely pay rent, I can't afford utilities, I *definitely* can't afford food, I haven't even paid my credit card bills in a couple months---one of 'em even got cancelled because it hadn't been paid in so long.
I'm not sure it's pride exactly; but I have no idea what *is* keeping me going anymore. it's not the bright future as a librarian laid out in front of me, that's for sure.
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