I talked to Mario, finally. And.................he doesn't want to be my friend.

So anyway, I know it's been like a year since I've updated. I will update later....tonight. There is a lot to say...so be prepared. muahahahahahaha..<33

I had the best weekend this last weekend. I hung out with Tasha and Dawn. To certain people, the things we do are "lame," but I don't care what anyone thinks. We have fun! Thats all that matters. And I got to take time away from my house/family. I know it sounds bad, but I needed it. I am home all the time, I have no job, and hardly anyone to go ( Read more... )

Ok...I talked to my friend Andrea, and she is friends with a mutual friend of Mario and I. His name is Brian. Anyway...yesterday I was talking to Andi (andrea) online, and she had mentioned that she went to Target to have lunch with her boyfriend. And she mentioned that she also talked to Brian. I asked her..."did Brian mention anything about why ( Read more... )

I thought that this place looked great. I wish I could go there. It looks so relaxing........If I could go somewhere and get away...it would definately be here! What I would take me....well, that'll remain silent. ha ha....


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Wow...I knew the day would end in sorrow...and here I am drowning it in alcohol....I just need someone...someone who cares....I found out Mario's dad died... I feel so bad, I just want to be there for him. And the worst thing is, he wont call me back.....It hurts...

"...anything to keep me breathing..."

"I'm not a trendy asshole, do what i want, do what i feel like..

I'm not a trendy asshole, don't give a fuck, if it's good enough for you....

...cuz i am alive..."
***this quote is from offspring....reminds me of an old flame, and a friend...*sigh* i miss high school sometimes ( Read more... )

I don't feel good at all...the moment i woke up i felt instant nausea, a headache, and my stomach hurts...someone come take care of me... :'(

I'm guessing this is going to be the cover of the new Taking Back Sunday cover. It is suppose to be out on July 27th! I can't wait! I'm so excited. Everyone has been waiting for this...wow. I hope they have the ballad on there. That would be great!!!!!


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I hate being the reason why someone is angry. I hate making people mad, only cuz I know how it feels.