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[astrideavolta]

last week i had the strangest dream...where everything was exactly how it seemed...

well i worked today, yea that sucked, i'm working tomorrow too, 6-12, which is when we close, so if you can, come visit me.

I'm not mad juju, i have to tell you that i have a very very bad temper, but i don't hold grudges towards anyone, not even the mexican ( oh

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[_______overdose]

i agree with you that its not good to hold a grudge. i grew up in an environment that taught me it's not healthy. but sometimes, some people do things that you can not forgive. at that point its not some silly grudge.
And truthfully, i would love to be friends again with one person on that list of yours. But she doesnt want to talk.
but for the other, well, that's like asking me to forgive my father which will never happen. its not like i havent given it any thought, believe me i have given it alot. but i cant bring myself to do so. Im not good at holding grudges because if it WERE a grudge, id get over it pretty fast.
anyway point is, i miss hanging out with you.

[astrideavolta]

thanks for expressing yourself. sometimes i think that people hold contempt for others, because they do not want to be the one to apologize or speak first, then it looks as if they were in the wrong. whoever says you should forgive your father (i don't know what that is) is completely out of line and it's none of their business. but i know that i say things that are none of my business all the time, because i have a big mouth, and maybe whoever said that, i have no idea, did not realize how much they were hurting you. i think maybe that should be taken into consideration, because words, no matter how hurtful they are, are still just words and are never permanent or worth losing a friendship over, haha, no matter how mean-spirited that person may be. so i ain't no dear abby but that's jus' my take on stuff.

[etoiletombee]

gone in alabama come back, friends list consisted of 1000000 posts. rachels comparison ridiculous, meant to hurt my feeling but on the fact that the comparison is so outlandish i cant be hurt.

whilest i know rachel for some reason believes i either broke her trust or may of said somethings, i do not know the exact reason for the breakage of our friendship. I know that things were said on both sides whether one is willing to admit or not. Personally I hold no deep grudge for her. I kept my promise, whether i am her friend or not, i wont hold some deep contempt and arent going to try to hurt her feelings.

for advice i have to say is if you push your friends away eventually they wont come back. at some point you need to assess you who need and whom you dont (no im not referring to you and i, though it could apply) leave behind who you dont like, take in who you do.

[astrideavolta]

i'm glad that you don't hold a grudge. i'm not trying o be suzie homefixer here, i just want things to be remotely what they used to be, i want to ang out w/ you guys as a whole, i think it was so much fun. i just really wish everyone could forget past differences and see all the fun times we had as opposed to a few sucky "irreconcilable" arguments, all arguments, by the way, can be solved with an agreement in the middle, we can all be friends without compromising our views or consciences