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FUCKIN FUCKIN FUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCK...I am sick of life..sick of all of this shit....If God is reall then fuck him..I dun care what Adam and Eve did..ppl don't deserve this shit....and fuck free will...FUCK it...no excuse ppl do not deserve this shit....and neither do I. Markie..I am sorry I neglected u for soo wrong..U have ALWASY been like a ( Read more... )

SO yeah...I am feeling better than I did in the previous entries. I still have a lot of shit weighing on my mind, and deffinitely some stuff to talk about with Leeks. But considering how long I have known her, I really should learn to take it better. We're still here and we've always had shit, but we love each other...I ust can't give up. ( Read more... )

I am so in a neverending emotional shit parade. lol, and all I did was love and trust someone. I think there is something to be learned form that.....I SUCK....yeah that's it. No one will ever really care about it either..that is what really hurts......and the person responsible is going to essentially get way without any realy suffering or ( Read more... )

OK..so NOTHING happened today. I slept untill 6:30, then just fucked around. I talked to some ppls, that was about it. I am going to finish cleaning my room, then I am off to bed. early day tomorrow. Here is another Derrick original...enjoy ( Read more... )

So far I really haven't posted any personal stuff. So I guess I'll actually write about some stuff that I am dealing with before I go to bed ( Read more... )

Not much to say because I just woke up sot to compensate for lack of material I will post one of my newest songs...it is like the third slow dramatic song I've writen. It is a very very slow paced Alice In Chains meeets Metallica meets Stone Sour type vibe. enjoy ( Read more... )

For those of you who may notice that I added you, and you don't know who I am, just be patient. I only added ppl I knew or knew of or was somehow interested in their posts. SO don't freak out.

So basically I have recently met a lot of people who do this, so I thought hey why not. I am actually feeling pretty good right now, which compared to how I usually feel isn't saying much, but it is still worth noting. ANyway, this shit over ****** is still just all I can think about. It is nice to finally talk to some of her friends ebcause ( Read more... )