HAPPY THANKSGIVING ALL ( Read more... )

I should be sleeping but feeling creative. A little too excited thinking about my weight loss & Dan. ||sighs||. I've been looking at my old journals alot lately....weird the things I write. So abstract & yet I know exactly what it means.

i think about you, and it makes me feel warm again. i feel sick; it wasn't what we thought should happen. i would ( Read more... )

I and I am to blame ( Read more... )

cradling the softest, warmest part of you in my hand ( Read more... )

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will ( Read more... )

emotions fading | from me

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the simplest things make me tingle

but only for a time for the falling never lasts past noon.
degradable images fly through my mind, the root of all my evil. i've danced with angels in the sky,

snow fall in summer & rain hit the sky like it c.ou.ldn't breathe without it.
i've even seen miracles;
i've seen the sun ( Read more... )

Believe me, I believe everything you say ( Read more... )

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I want to cry making love not because it feels so wrong but because it feels so right. I miss feeling that weakness, that weakness & spark when you can tell by looking into someone's eyes and seeing that they REALLY, REALLY do care about you. Most of all, I miss being held like I was really something special. I haven't felt that in a long, long ( Read more... )

?Used To You

i'm still here because ( Read more... )