why do the good ones always have to die first?
this makes two that i know have now been lost to this shitty fucking war.
my hearts and the bottom of my chest and i feel like throwing up.

fuck life.

LCpl. Budd Cote, you will be dearly missed by all. RIP.

so much shit running through my head. i have to be the most indecisive person ever. this whole becoming an adult nonsense isn't at all what it's cracked up to be.

crazy neighbors are finally gone, shitty-ass camaro and all. my cable got reconnected today. i got to see several of my favorite bands and a ton of my favorite people two days in a row. my 21st bday is in 6 days. and last but not least, i picked up an assload of hours at work so money won't be so tight. there's still that one thing that's missing, ( Read more... )

the office lied. but i heard a vaccuum tonight and they haven't been next door for like an hour now, so i think they're finally gone. maybe i'll actually be able to get some sleep again. hopefully tomorrow night turns out really well.

neighbors were supposed to be out by the end of today, but instead they decided to move(and by "move" i mean slam all of their shit into the wall so hard my floor shakes) all of their furniture last night between 11 and 1 and apparently the same thing tonight. annnd we just had to cross paths with them on the way to the door. fucking amazing. still ( Read more... )

being afraid to be in my own apartment is one of the worst feelings ever. i feel like i'm going to puke every time the stairs shake or their door opens. i want to move already.

so it's been just over a full week in the apartment ( Read more... )

moving fucking sucks. it could've gone alot less smoothly, but it was still a pain. i'm just glad it's over. it didn't really dawn on me how far away i am from most of the places and people i usually see, but it's kind of a nice contrast. and the views up here are amaaaazing :)

stressssssssssssssssssssssed!

i still have so much stuff left to pack :(

my head is going to explode from excitement and my stomach is going to explode from nervousness ( Read more... )