SERIOUSNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ashley210]

im not really sure why but last night and all day today i have been thinking about me and my life. i want to make myself a better person in my own eyes. im done hurting other people and pushing other people away just becuase what has happen in the past. its hard for me to trust people and to love people and to be loved but thats my own fault. i am

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[slipnslide210]

who are the 3 people...? and who do you want to be your friend?

[slipnslide210]

why does everything got to be so fucking hard with you ashley...

[phatboy420]

i love you to ashley just chilll and everything should be fine and i dont hate you you know that all it really takes is one person to make i difference so if you can find me and have me as a friend you can find others i promise so i love you and vote god damn it

[_xgreen_eyesx_]

It's alll good.
That's pretty cool that you're gonna change your life so you're happier.
For a while i felt shitty pretty much constantly, but then one day i just said fuck it.
I was tired of depending on others for my amusement..happiness, whatever.
So i changed myself.
Now i can have fun even if i'm completely alone.
And that makes it a HELL of alot easier to have a good time with others...i mean, you can't have fun with others if you can't even have fun by yourself.
I mean, i'm chillin here at my computer in my room by myself and i'm listening to Ying Yang Twins and Mike Jones and dancin around like a retard... but i'm having fun.
So what happened to you and Chris today?
Did you guys end up going to Ozzfest? And if you did... was it the shit?
I woke up to Courtney, Kandrea and Nikki moshing it up like retards in Courtney's living room to Laguna Beach <--- the gayest show i've ever seen it kills braincells, i swear