i feel so drained today. i don't know why. i was just fine a couple of hours ago. i think i just want out of here right now. i know i would miss the people here (especially my roommates) but i just really want to go. i know it sounds lame, but i would rather be home just watching a movie with my parents and eating grape popsicles. i wish i ( Read more... )

i was really looking forward to rollerskating. sigh... just a few more days until i'm out of this place.

That short break was rather productive. Besides going shopping every day and sometimes multiple times to the same store on a single day, i did something that i swore i would never do again. I went to school at Rockland District High School. Walking those halls, i found familiar faces that i hadn't seen in soooo long. Then actually sitting in ( Read more... )

A certain exboyfriend just said the most horrible thing to me ever! he said that next year in college guys will only use me to have sex and then leave me there. how horrible is this coming from a guy who i just went out with!?! that's like him saying that a guy's only reason for being with me is to have sex with me. i'm hurt.

the last few days have been so great! First, sonya and i went to the yard sale, and it was so great. we didn't have any breakfast or lunch so we kinda got a bit sick. i got this hideous eighties dress, two skirts, two shirts, a jacket, a dress, a book, fifties magazines, and two presents for my marmie. anyway, sonya and i had a great time.. ( Read more... )

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i'm very happy that tristan came up. mike, tristan, occasionally brittany, and i hung out quite a bit today. i forgot how much fun it is to hang out with your friends. for the past four months and three weeks, i have practically only hung out with alex and my roommates. i have come to the conclusion that i like being single better. you really ( Read more... )

Well, today was a semi-depressing day. First, I had to watch a sick war documentary in physics for two and a half hours. Hearing about how lots of people die in war makes me ill. Brittany looked back about an hour and a half into it and realized that almost the whole class had left. Next, I tried to do math homework but I failed. Gothika was ( Read more... )

Uh... Hi! This is my first journal entry, so I'm kinda timid. Yes, I know it's sad. I said I would never EVER create a journal, and now i've gone and done it. I'm sorry for being so contradictory ( Read more... )