today is my last full day in illinois ( Read more... )

sorry about last night
but as it stands
i still dont like technology
im just not crying about it
i need to shower
and doctor appointment it up

HAPPY ANNAVERSARY DAN AND ME!!!

whoo!
today!
fuck yeah!

-a

i am so pissed off
why do i even bother with technology
even this goddamn lj
no one reads it
its not like anyone gives a shit
i feel like shit
fuck that
i feel waaaaaaaaay lower than shit
i feel somewhere between bob and jimmy
no wait
i am much lower
i fucking suck
fuck you
-a

i've spoken to 2 shrinks recently ( Read more... )

so i finally have internet access again ( Read more... )

so since my last post ( Read more... )

i went to ikea for the first and last time ( Read more... )

day 1: left for tommahawk, WI ( Read more... )

so im going on vacation with my family ( Read more... )

i dont feel good
i mean i had a good day
i hung out with dan
for 3.5 hours
but i have had this
overwhelming feeling of dread
and ive done nothing about it
its just been sitting in my head
getting bigger and bigger
and making me want to cry and stuff
god fucking dammit
this is stupid
and its all your fault
-a