on one hand, i wish i could get up the guts to just say what i want to. or ask for what i want.

on the other, i think it's better this way. because i know how things are.

i just wish i could call you.

stupid.

A - I can't bring myself to close the IM because I'm in a teeny bopper phase. Well sorta. aha.

B - Tomorrow is my last day. =D

C - Tomorrow is my last day. =\

D - I love my BFF.

k i'm done.

ohhh wait.

imissyou. =\.

i don't really know what's been going on lately. i got my tragus pierced. and leah helped me clean my room so it no longer is disgusting...for now. anddd my papa took me driving & got me & leah ice cream & i love him. i had 32 mosqito bites on my left leg...theyre mostly gone now, but i feel some new ones. this weekend was kind of boring, but me & ( Read more... )

I really have nothing to say but I felt like I should update anyway. The summer is going really well, I passed math by one point so I'm kinda thrilled about that. Leah is sleeping right now. I've been up since 5:30. I need to take a nap. I miss Marie, I wish she would stop getting in trouble. I miss dance. I need to start exercising. I miss Mills. ( Read more... )

Had I know I'd be staying home the whole fucking night, I would have watched a movie with my parents.
Had I known this would happen, I would have done things SO differently.
whatev, fuck it.

So anything I ever said bad about dance I take back right now because I already miss it like crazy. How pathetic. Tonight me & my dad went rat hunting. Like don't even question it cause it was some serious bonding. You really don't want me to go further into detail. But it was fun\hilarious. Ummmk and my Aunt Diane & Tom & Carly are here right now ( Read more... )

mmmk so recital was good last night. grace made us all cute little boxes with our names on them & notes on the inside cover & there was a cute hemp necklace inside mine. gonna miss that girl like crazy. then ya know we danced n held it together...then awards started & there were some tears but we kept it pretty good during awards too...awards ended ( Read more... )

um so last night recital was pretty much amazing. i was so nervous for the opening that i like couldn't smile & miss terrie had to yell from the side "ashley calm down!" haha....the rest of the dances went really well though & i did my solo & it felt so good. i'm so happy everyone liked it. leah & olivia & katelyn & tina, so happy they came, thanks ( Read more... )

being off of school has been ggrrrreat. friday went to liz & julia's recital w\ stephanie & caitlin. then took my papa out to ice cream - saw kristin & kyle. saturday went out to breakfast with my papa & emily..then leah & i went to the zoo. real exciting. then we like cleaned n stuff, leah tried to suck up my fish into the vacuum - animal cruelty ( Read more... )

Tonight is almost as cool as this whole fucking year.