got alot on my mind. (its written in my other jouranl for those of you who have the link.) not gunna write about it in here b.c on LJ i just dont feel like i can say what i truely feel w.o ppl giving me shit about it. whatever. well i got my permit yesterday. normally people would be happy. but the only thing that can make me happy is way out of my ( Read more... )

i just wish when someone has something to say they would just say it to the person it has to do with. :-/. Whatever.

This song soo makes me think about Scott. ^_^

"Lock Me In Your Heart" by Mandy Moore
Mandy, Mandy, the sound of your voice is sweet like candy
There was a time when I was all alone
Waiting for someone I could call my own
I closed my eyes and dreamt you up one day
My prince of charms would ride up and we'd fly a way
Take me to a place where
The magic ( Read more... )

good news, i dont feel depressed ne more. the weiredest thing happened. i was going thru my old CD's and like i came to an old mixed CD and like it skipped songs # 1-10 and went straight to 11 and its a song that is awesome and it made me realize stuff and i feel alot better! lol dont ask.

the song:

"Jump Jump Jump" by True Vibe
I was walking ‘round ( Read more... )

wow.. this weekend has been..... eventful... =/. well today was sucky, since 2nd pd. i havent been able 2 stop my hands 4rm shaking and i feel rele weak and lightheaded and dizzy and feel like i am about 2 pass out and like i called my mommie and she says its prob. just low blood sugar or that i am hungry and i am still full 4rm dinner last night ( Read more... )

SAVING JANE LYRICS
Girl Next Door

Small town homecoming queen
Shes the star in this scene
Theres no way to deny shes lovley
Perfect skin perfect hair
Perfumed hearts everywhere
Tell myself that inside shes ugly
Maybe I'm just jealous
I can't help but hate her
Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
( Read more... )

Spent the past week week and a half dealing with PMS then all this shit broke out. yea well started my period this morning so i am back in my right mind. My last post i do mean when i wrote, for the most part, its just the way i wrote it was way dramatic for my normal self. but i still kinda feel the same way about some of the subjects i covered in ( Read more... )

I always end up hurting those I care about. I’m pretty sure Scott is mad at me. Might even break up with me. I can understand if he does, I am a horrible person and in the words on some “I should be shot”. I let it leak to a friend about something personal, and it got out, I apologize. Apparently I didn’t tell my friend the entire events of what ( Read more... )

ASHLEY

A

is for

Adaptable

S

is for

Sincere

H

is for

Heavenly

L

is for

Lively

E

is for

Exuberant

Y

is for

Yummy


What Does Your Name Mean?

omg wow... food is amazing.. :-D