Self-pity rant. Feel free to skip.

[artisticalias]

I hated high school. Really. If I wasn't being bullied I was being ignored

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[newroticgirl]

I would miss you. *HUGS*

[amyleaton]

I would miss you too. ((((hugs))))

[artisticalias]

Being missed online is different than having the immediacy of someone physically being here actually miss me, you know?

Not that I'm planning on going anywhere.

They aren't my friends on fb - they are friends of my friends. It isn't anything they've said or done, it's just the fact that they are ZOMG so happy!! and I'm ZOMG so freaking miserable much of the time.

I'm just really tired of not getting anywhere. If I had someone to share my life with the burden would be lighter, that's all.

[lynn_nicholas]

I actually tell people, who you will never know, about this amazing young woman I "met" on the Internet who accomplishes so much with animal rescue, etc. You have chosen a hard path, but hopefully, a fulfilling one. Yes, there's not much money in what you do (dog training, rescue, education of the masses re: dogs), and it has to be as frustrating as hell, but you are leaving a mark on the world, and I, for one, have nothing but admiration for you.
(think about going to work for a Vet and then marrying the boss --- yes, I am being smart ass - sorry...)
Look for me on Facebook.

[artisticalias]

Thank you for that, I appreciate it.
I know there isn't much money in what I'm doing, and I'm ok with not living a glam lifestyle. It would be nice to be able to afford to live, however.
BTW - gotcha on fb. :o)

[kairon13]

*hugs* I'm sorry you're having such a hard time.

[artisticalias]

Thanks. I know everyone is having a hard time. I'm just really really tired, you know?