I Miss You
Title: I Miss You
Fandom: Tamora Pierce
Pairing: Kel/Dom
Summary: Kel in a rare moment of weakness
Rating: G
Warning(s): Songfic
A/N: My first-ever fanfic, posted originally on ff.net. I've come a long way I think...
~I Miss You~
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
I always was independent. I wasn’t one to cry on your shoulder or cling to you. I know I kept myself a little distant. I needed space. I don’t think you really understood why, but you let me be, knowing it was just how I am.
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
But it’s so hard now that I’m alone. Your empty half of the bed reminds me each morning that you’re away. Even though it’s only been a month, it feels like forever since I’ve seen you.
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
I remember the day you left. I watched from the walls until I could no longer see you. I didn’t cry, but I felt so empty and alone. I still do. I know you have no choice about being away - it’s your duty- but I need you here with me. I just found out I’m pregnant. I can’t do this by myself.
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
I sit here thinking of you. The tears that wouldn’t come before roll down my face. I wish I could see you, just for a moment be able to touch your handsome face and look in you so very blue eyes.
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I need you here with me. I need your wry humor and your smile to make me laugh and your love to keep me going. I can’t handle both morning sickness and worrying about you. I'm so scared of what you'll think anf if you'll come back to find out about the baby. I need to hear your voice comforting me.
I miss you
I miss you. I miss you so much.
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
I can’t go anywhere without thinking of you. The mess reminds me of when we kissed just to scare Meathead, my office of when you confessed you loved me, and our room of the many long nights together. Even when I go for a ride, all I can think of is you.
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
I can’t bear to touch any of your things in our room. It hurts too much wonder when you’ll be back to move them again. Sometimes I just sit and look at them: your tunics in the corner, your razor by the mirror. It makes me feel like a part of you is right next to me.
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
I need you to support me, to tell me not to worry. To pick out baby names and feel my stomach and go to the healers for check ups with me. To tell me how wonderful our family will be. I can’t keep worrying about you. I spend all my time praying you’re safe.
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I want you here with me, not out in the field. I’m broken enough when you’re gone; what if you died? I can’t survive with out you. I can’t. I’m not that strong.
I miss you
I miss you so much I can’t breathe.
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
You’re perfect for me. We fit so well together. We’re such opposites on the surface, you so charming and social, and me so reserved. But we’re the same deep down. We fight for the same thing. We do our duty. I love that about you. With you I’m complete. Without you I’m empty, so empty.
And all I ever wanted it was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
I need to feel your arms around me, to feel your steady strength. I need to know I’m not alone.
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
Every day without you my heart breaks more and more. I cry every night wondering when I’ll see you. I need to tell you about our baby. I need to know what you say.
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
I can’t wake up alone again; I can’t not see your face. Come back to me.
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I need you to kiss away my tears. Please come home.
I love you
I miss you
Fandom: Tamora Pierce
Pairing: Kel/Dom
Summary: Kel in a rare moment of weakness
Rating: G
Warning(s): Songfic
A/N: My first-ever fanfic, posted originally on ff.net. I've come a long way I think...
~I Miss You~
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
I always was independent. I wasn’t one to cry on your shoulder or cling to you. I know I kept myself a little distant. I needed space. I don’t think you really understood why, but you let me be, knowing it was just how I am.
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
But it’s so hard now that I’m alone. Your empty half of the bed reminds me each morning that you’re away. Even though it’s only been a month, it feels like forever since I’ve seen you.
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
I remember the day you left. I watched from the walls until I could no longer see you. I didn’t cry, but I felt so empty and alone. I still do. I know you have no choice about being away - it’s your duty- but I need you here with me. I just found out I’m pregnant. I can’t do this by myself.
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
I sit here thinking of you. The tears that wouldn’t come before roll down my face. I wish I could see you, just for a moment be able to touch your handsome face and look in you so very blue eyes.
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I need you here with me. I need your wry humor and your smile to make me laugh and your love to keep me going. I can’t handle both morning sickness and worrying about you. I'm so scared of what you'll think anf if you'll come back to find out about the baby. I need to hear your voice comforting me.
I miss you
I miss you. I miss you so much.
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
I can’t go anywhere without thinking of you. The mess reminds me of when we kissed just to scare Meathead, my office of when you confessed you loved me, and our room of the many long nights together. Even when I go for a ride, all I can think of is you.
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
I can’t bear to touch any of your things in our room. It hurts too much wonder when you’ll be back to move them again. Sometimes I just sit and look at them: your tunics in the corner, your razor by the mirror. It makes me feel like a part of you is right next to me.
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
I need you to support me, to tell me not to worry. To pick out baby names and feel my stomach and go to the healers for check ups with me. To tell me how wonderful our family will be. I can’t keep worrying about you. I spend all my time praying you’re safe.
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I want you here with me, not out in the field. I’m broken enough when you’re gone; what if you died? I can’t survive with out you. I can’t. I’m not that strong.
I miss you
I miss you so much I can’t breathe.
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
You’re perfect for me. We fit so well together. We’re such opposites on the surface, you so charming and social, and me so reserved. But we’re the same deep down. We fight for the same thing. We do our duty. I love that about you. With you I’m complete. Without you I’m empty, so empty.
And all I ever wanted it was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
I need to feel your arms around me, to feel your steady strength. I need to know I’m not alone.
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
Every day without you my heart breaks more and more. I cry every night wondering when I’ll see you. I need to tell you about our baby. I need to know what you say.
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
I can’t wake up alone again; I can’t not see your face. Come back to me.
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I need you to kiss away my tears. Please come home.
I love you
I miss you