The quiet ramblings of a beginning.On a different note, something I wrote for someone I've forgotten about, that I keep forgetting I wrote over a decade ago ( Read more... )

Every time you see a lit cigarette tossed out a car window at night, someone's heart is breaking.

What did you read?
Or see?
How did you get so far?
To this point
So different from me
To be who you are
Upbringing?
Too much TV?
Or perhaps to little
How did you get to where you are?

This, that and the other
Never the person, always another
What am I to her?
Where do I fit on her display case?
The one she caught with a bare hook
And never tries to escape

Ice breaks and crashes
But the river doesn't mind
The Ice never learns Does it stop when I'm not around ( Read more... )

You're not my sunshine anymore, I'll find my fix elsewhere.

Sacrifice something...not to me, but for me...

The day is shot at noon
I put it down midway through it's natural existance
My thoughts wander around one subject
Her response
I want to slaughter the hours inbetween
To blackout for a week
I know how badly this could end
I just don't care

Fear knots me up
But excitement springs free as a side effect
For the timing to finally be right
While the space can never be
Seems absurb to me
But a decade can do funny things
It provides numerous chances
And it was only a matter of time
Before the house finally won

Went over some loose papers last night...various ramblings from '95 to '99 when I was working crappy temp jobs and writing shit down on anything to escape the data entry hell I was experiencing. Sure, most of it was god awful, but this one struck my eye...not overly bad

He thinks her his girlfriend ( Read more... )

Too many vague, hazy insights that probably seem less interesting sober than they did earlier. Drove at least 200 miles each of the last four days, saw relatives I might not see again (well, I'll see them...they might not see me, they could be in a box....they're old I tells ya ( Read more... )