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Jun 15, 2008 01:10

I have this sick feeling in my gut and in my heart. I feel like crying and sobbing for awhile, but I can't bring myself to let any tears loose. It's like I can't breathe ( Read more... )

sad, journalism, friends, relationships, life

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notbamf June 15 2008, 14:45:00 UTC
I feel kind of bad in that I have never been largely impacted by the death of a famous person. I saw Tim Russert died, basically said "Wow, he was young-ish" and moved on. Sorry to hear it made you sad, though. :(

I don't know what The Insider is, but Inside Man was pretty good...See how they both have the same-ish word? I correlated.

The deire to cut off one-sided relationships is not an uncommon one, but it is a fairly difficult one. I find that MANY of our daily relationships are unevenly balanced, and...it's not fair. But humans live on this kind of scale where things aren't always meted out evenly, and...I don't know.

Much the rest of this...I don't know what to tell you. I'm full of non-answers. So...Hi!

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ariannash June 16 2008, 08:43:14 UTC
I wasn't completely heartbroken over Tim Russert, but I was completely shocked he died, and sad because he was a strong and active voice in journalism. He contributed a lot, and he was still pretty young. Sigh.

Yeah, I'm going to give the one-sided relationships one more go and be more upbeat and positive about them. I've learned (and now remembered) that a lot of the time people act strangely around me simply as a response to the negativity I put out when I get upset (without realizing it) and they don't want to be around me then.. So maybe that's it. I don't know. One more go with all I've got, and if it fails then I'll throw in the towel. But yeah, it's not fair. I do my best to put everything into my friendships. bleh.

And hi!

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theskirtgirlie June 15 2008, 15:41:47 UTC
Please tell me you've seen the original Manchurian Candidate. That movie completely floored me with amazing and usually can't stand that type of semi-political thriller stuff.

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ariannash June 16 2008, 08:05:57 UTC
I haven't! It is really that amazing? I've actually heard it's better than the remake, but if it's that much better I must see it!

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theskirtgirlie June 16 2008, 13:37:16 UTC
It's really that good.

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jbair001 June 19 2008, 02:44:02 UTC
wait, did i completely miss something? what were you so bummed about?

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