Empty...

Nov 25, 2004 11:36

See the icon. Verified today... and now I feel so. fucking. empty! And the story is barley halfway through...

Depressing personal stuff )

christmas, nano 04, nano, rl

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ex_itzcoatl186 November 25 2004, 17:01:17 UTC
Well done on winning the nano-thing, good for you! That's great. Yeah, I can understand how it could make you lose momentum briefly though. It's as though you've gone through the winning post, yet still have a long run ahead. I'll try to get some fb to you this weekend to get you in the mood again ( ... )

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ex_itzcoatl186 November 25 2004, 17:03:56 UTC
Ooops! I hadn't yet read the lj-cut on your next post. I see that answers some of what I asked here, sorry, ignore any stupid questions I just asked!

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arabwel November 25 2004, 17:10:23 UTC
And hey, not a problem; I am not shy about answwering questions about my personal life as it is...

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arabwel November 25 2004, 17:07:31 UTC
*hugs*

Thank you :)

My mom bitches about things like "did you go to therapy? Did you see the social servioces? Clean uup the house! Did the cats starve yet?" and that's even if I am not living with her. We have a long, bad history, she and I, with a lot of emotional and other abuse and lots and lots fo bad blood...

as such, I am spending Christmas all by my lonesome (with kitties and chocolate, it seems...) since i have no desire to go home to see mom. I do live alone, for the first time ever after a long stretch of institutions, and now... I want to enjoy it, without mom bitchign about anything.

I might not be able to get goose here, sadly enough, and chicken... well, chicken doesn't give me christmassty feelings. But any recipes at all are apprecitated, since it will be leftovers for a long time afterwards....

and god to know my musical traste isn't as strange as I thought :D

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