do u feel dead inside too, or is it just me?

[ar13l]

So, Erok broke up with me last night. Its been a long time comin and I feel terrible that he had to be the one to balls up and say it. It should have been me. But I'm a coward. The last thing in the world that I wanted to do was make him sad. I'm a lil relieved but mostly depressed. And scared of what the future now holds for me. And for him too.

Comments

[autumnsshadow]

*HUGS*

anything else i could think to say sounded stupid...

[ar13l]

Thx hon, that's all I need :)

[smokyscott]

heyyyyyyy that sucks

so does myspace!

[paradoxymoron]

*hugs*
*chocolate*

[ilikepudding]

<<<<<<<<3

It's hard to have the rug pulled out from under you, even if you sort of saw it coming. Things will look up, maybe not today but soon. :)

[ar13l]

Yeah ur right.i hope u r. I'm gonna be stayin in ch for a while, Lanky James extended me an invitation to stay @ his place. I'm gonna try to call u today and we'll talk more. Love u