so yeah ive been told i dont write in here enough. isnt that odd. well i dont know what to right most of my current thuoghts ive wanted to keep to myself or ive already shared them with everyone i want to know about them so there isnt much left for me to right down. im moving soon. yes sam i know you think im an idiot you can keep telling me that. ( Read more... )

My fiance is sick i wish i could make her feel better right now but i dont know what is making her sick. well im gonna be off spending my day with her online since im not there right now but yeah thats me. weird i keep halucinating that the telephone is ringing but its right next to me. sounds like i might be sick too. oh well soon we can take care ( Read more... )

chirping phone fades in and out lover drifts into a soft slumber and here i am laying down to rest not tired but ready to sleep. so far i will soon fly but ive been farther and for less of a reason but now i am leaving nothing and going to so much more. joyous of all things i am but mostly i am joyous of the love i recive. so many things to ponder ( Read more... )

well i spent Valintines day alone but i had someone in my heart so i wasnt as alone as i could have been. I now have a date set for the begining of my new life. well its not really new but it will be where i start again. i dont know how i will stand the heat but im going anyways. I am relocating myself mid march.

      Marriage is love.

somepeople are so inconsiderate of others. those people are the ones that piss me off. the ones that think about themselves so much that htey dont care when they hurt others. another note is that i amstuck here while the one i want to spend valintines day with is not. go figure. well its a hard holiday to celibrate over distance and i am not quite ( Read more... )

great day after the evil power thing Jas go ecepted into the Art Instatute so shes well on her way to her new degree. I posed a hypothetical question and she went into shock and was compleatly speechless for a while. hmm good sign bad sign. well it sounds like it was a good thing but kinda odd. sometimes the future is supposed to be left there and ( Read more... )

evil day from the land of heck. my power goes out before i can wish Jas luck and i didnt get to see her before she left so yeah not good but i still wish her luck at the art instatute. power people are conspiring agains me i know it my power used to always work but now its gone out for times this winter alone. yeah something weird is happening. im ( Read more... )

Trying to stay awake but she went away a little bit ago i hope she is alright and not in trouble again. i feel bad i held ill feeling agains someone who might become homeless becasue i was jealous and afraid. i was jealous because the one i love has spent most of her life loving him and afraid that i will lose her to him. well i still love her and ( Read more... )

so yeah aparently im too mushy and sweet for some people oh well. im that way so to bad.anyway im here waiting because Jas needs sleep but im gonna stay up so she has some company later. i will always stay up for her and keep her company. as for people who think im too sweet im sorry but i just treat people the way they should be if thats bad then ( Read more... )