Too dependent on certain friendships. Time apart will hopefully do us good.
Relationship mind games are such bullshit.
Is it so impossible for two people to like each other an equal amount?

I'm going back to falling off the map. I can deal with the complaints.
Probably.

It's so much easier to just "like" something than to go out of your way to say something witty or thoughtful. It's cowardly and lazy ( Read more... )

"Oh Maya Maya
when will you learn?
love is a cancer on the soul
it will make you sick
drive you mad
and wind up killing you
in the end"
By Adam E. Roy

This is my life now.
Poems from an alcoholic ex boyfriend.
I hate how right he is.

It shouldn't be so hard to find someone who likes you just as much as you like them.
This is not just high ramblings, or me being lonely. I think about this all the time.
I'm talking to him again, although I can't and won't forgive him.
I don't need more time.
Things are too complicated but also manage to be black and white.

I don't know what I'm counting to ( Read more... )

Minor surgery tomorrow. I should be out and about by Thursday morning.

I don't know if what I'm doing is right anymore.
But I'm mostly happy.

Antibiotics wreak havoc on my body. More susceptible to sunburns, morning (and rest of the day) sickness, dehydration.
All to heal a toe.

Super tight.

'cause sometimes I'm scared right out of my mind ( Read more... )

bizarre dreams (with and without Melatonin), stomach aches, hating my hair, liking school, understanding what it means to be an "LD kid", postcards, the first "I love you" of a friendship, Blossom Dearie, looking at dandelions under a microscope, The Portable Dorothy Parker, spending all of my free time at the SMC library

driving to see the snow, tickle fights (while Tiger watches), Out of Sight, Rolling Rock doesn't taste good but lime helps, Merriweather Post Pavilion on vinyl for Valentine's day, marine biology is so cool, Melatonin