i had one of those real hollywood mother-daughter talks with my mom when i was curled up on her bed the sunday of the neighborhood picnic when he was here. she sat down on the bed and was like "you know, it took me years to get over the feeling i had for my first crush. i wasn't in love, but it does take a while to get over." and it's weird because i wanted to be like "how long do you think it would take to get over daddy?" i always asked my mom for advice about my and matt's relationship as if it was in comparison to my parents. it was second nature or something.
i don't know. i think that there's just going to be a lot of waiting to do. now that we're on good terms, i feel a lot better. less alone. but then... do i want to go through all that again? it's all a matter of talking. which we have yet to do.
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i had one of those real hollywood mother-daughter talks with my mom when i was curled up on her bed the sunday of the neighborhood picnic when he was here. she sat down on the bed and was like "you know, it took me years to get over the feeling i had for my first crush. i wasn't in love, but it does take a while to get over." and it's weird because i wanted to be like "how long do you think it would take to get over daddy?" i always asked my mom for advice about my and matt's relationship as if it was in comparison to my parents. it was second nature or something.
i don't know. i think that there's just going to be a lot of waiting to do. now that we're on good terms, i feel a lot better. less alone. but then... do i want to go through all that again? it's all a matter of talking. which we have yet to do.
hmmmmm.
p.s. who's that by?
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