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May 03, 2014 23:32

( 1 ) new year's clean-out
( 2 ) it happens; life goes on.
( 3 ) the f-list got huge again.
( 4 ) your journal is basically dead.
( 5 ) we've grown up & apart from each other.
( 6 ) we haven't communicated in several weeks/months.
( 7 ) i've decided to keep rl & online separate; it's nothing personal
( 8 ) no real effort was made on your part ( Read more... )

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anonymous July 6 2007, 03:44:40 UTC
apology July 6 2007, 03:48:42 UTC
Same to you ♥

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crescends July 6 2007, 03:50:53 UTC
OBJECTION!

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apology July 6 2007, 03:55:38 UTC
DENIED!

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crescends July 6 2007, 03:58:51 UTC
But.. but..

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apology July 6 2007, 04:02:09 UTC
You dork♥

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anonymous July 6 2007, 03:52:40 UTC
apology July 6 2007, 04:00:27 UTC
I appreciate that a lot. I think it's just a matter of perspective, as well as growing up. I do still adore you a lot, but that feeling alone isn't something that holds a friendshp together. We have a lot of fond memories, yes, but we def. aren't as close as we used to be.

It isn't your fault & it isn't my fault; it's just how things panned out, I think. Right now, we have things going on in our lives that make it so that we can't give as much as we used to. Maybe in the future things will change, but for now I'll miss you & wish you the best♥

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anonymous July 6 2007, 04:03:44 UTC
apology July 6 2007, 04:11:32 UTC
Agreed. Let's hope life brings us back to each other somewhere down the road. When things aren't as crazy as they are now, huh? I hope everything turns out the way you want them to, too. Lots of luck & love to you♥

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suntea July 6 2007, 03:53:11 UTC
Thank you for keeping me T__T; I'll try to comment more... I'm sorry...

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apology July 6 2007, 04:05:35 UTC
Oh, you. What are you apologizing for? Don't worry too much about the commenting thing; it's not something I put much importance in as long as I can get to know you better♥

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anonymous July 6 2007, 04:09:58 UTC
apology July 6 2007, 04:20:18 UTC
It's not that you've become a name on the list; I still consider you someone I care about. But we aren't as close as we used to be & we haven't been for awhile. I kept thinking it would change, but if anything I think we've grown farther apart.

If I could, I'd wipe those tears away. & I'm sorry that I've caused them. But, like I said in my post, it doesn't mean that we're disconnected in any way. & ot doesn't mean we have to stop talking. Maybe it'll help us start iming each other more, I'm not sure. But for now let's just see how things go.

Here's me wishing you the best, too ♥

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anonymous July 6 2007, 04:27:29 UTC
apology July 6 2007, 04:50:19 UTC
So am I, but I do it anyway. I prefer to overcome my own insecurities rather than let them hold me back from meeting people I'll fall in love with. Sure, I might save my own feelings by not taking the chance, but that isn't what life's about. Life's about taking chances, making mistakes. If we fall, we fall, but we have loved ones who'll be there to lend us a hand & help pick us back up again.

I can understand why you're afraid. But at the same time I don't see why I should feel guilty about it when I had no such intentions of making you feel that way. You're turning this into something it's not & I really don't appreciate it.

That's me being honest. But if you want to part ways completely because you're scared, that's fine with me.

I hope you overcome your insecurities someday & become the person I know you can be. Someone who isn't afraid. Someone who's wonderfully sweet & won't let anything hold her back from what she wants to do & who she wants to meet.

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