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[apollade]

This week has been hard… Work is slow, but I still have to be here. There are things I could be doing - right now, in fact - but I don’t feel it. I want to go home, I want to work in my yard and make it the beautiful thing I know it can be

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[as_sj99]

I'm sorry you had a bad day!

So your getting a nose fixed? I thought you said you didn't want to? Will that be before or after you come for for a weekend?

Sometimes I can look at my hands and see my thin fingers extending until the tips merge with the atmosphere. What ever hallucinogenics you are taking either stop, or share... :)

Love you...

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[as_sj99]

Did you get a bad day vibe from that? funny, I was cheery while writing it, cheery - but unfocused. As far as the nose fixing - what i should have said was that I didn't want to pay for it. Seems like insurance may kick in to cover quite a bit since I have 98% airway blockage. Not sure on the weekend thing... will let you know.

Re: from me - too lazy to sign in

[as_sj99]

Not a bad day that was perhaps the wrong word, Bored... and longing to be anywhere else but there. That's more of what I got from it.

Weekend thing--your idea, but don't worry Sierra knows nothing about it. So, if it dosen't work out...

humm... I want to go a beach, not just any beach, a beautiful beach, soft sand, blue warm water, a nanny... Maybe even a few cabanna boys, I've heard they were cute and... um... accomidating...