im so cold when the weather's so hot

[apocalypso05]

here i am about to spend another lonely 3 months away from school. you know, i feel really weird sitting here, i cant help but feel like a nerd or something of the sort, wishing school wouldnt end because school is the only time i ever spend with friends

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Not Alone

[shutupdangit]

Wow I've felt exactly like that before... I even wrote a poem from it (trying to make it a song :P) called: If Then

If one day with no sign or warning
If then I walked away from you
Would the world keep from storming?
How long until you knew?
So one day I disappear
Everything would go on without fear
And you would ask for the time, for some lunch, or a dime!
You would ask for the work, for the tears, or the fight!
Well sorry but I will not do it this time!
You keep me a slave so I don’t know what’s right…
If I disappeared would you notice?
And how long would it take?

Especially when you said "for the gum, or for the calculator to borrow" the part saying "ask for the time, for some lunch, or a dime" reminded me of that. You're not alone. My philosophy of the whole yearbook thing is if you really dont know the person too well, you just put your personal reputation of them in there.
isnt it odd that all I have is one best friend, and no normal friends (a few 'hi' friends thou)

so... you like bowling?

Re: Not Alone

[apocalypso05]

well said. yea, for some reason i get that feeling so i just gotta write about it.

its not too odd having just one best friend and few other friends, in fact, i would maybe actually prefer it. possibly its just cause ive never been there and its one of those "grass is greener on the other side" things, but hey, ill never know until it happens, right?

and yea, i love bowling.