More X-Cellent X-Men Meta: Ruthi talks about the treatment of Holocaust survivors in 1950s Israel, how the Eichmann trial changed this, and what potential connections this has to the rejection of the identity of "Jewish" in favour of the identity of "Mutant" by Erik, in
It was going to be called: "Erik Lehnsherr: Jew and Survivor, Mutant and Proud* (*Proud as in Fuck You)" But this is not quite that. Social Apes
Solo flier; all I have done and destroyed
was knocking at the walls of a cell
created by evolution; breaking down
to break down, as hopeless as our heavy-footed
attempts at flight, dreaming that we will
alight from our individual forms and mould
ourselves a new two-hearted entity.
Oh God, created in our image, to fuel
a sense of connection, the ties that bind,
the cables that unite, the lie we tell
as we beg the laws of the universe to unhand us;
please let someone be watching, please
please let our separate and discreet minds
unfold their barriers and encapsulate
thoughts without boundaries, love without pain.
And all the terrors we have wrought
trying to feel a part of something.
And all the errors we have committed
hoping to hear a voice inside
that is not our own.
And all the hearts we have cast aside
for beating out of time with the
drum of community, the march
of unity, the hymn;
Give us life together, give us
forever, let us open our arms
and let each other in;
Solo flier: each day I have stranded myself
on the shores of an archipelago, to
demonstrate that loneliness is a condition
brought on by the desire for the impossible;
the bricks that separate are not a wall
but a bridge; the bodies that divide us
are the language through which we speak,
and the minds that keep us apart
are all that allows us to enjoin -
we can only partner if we begin unique.