part 81 is in the window

[aphanon_meme]

... I can't decide if that's supposed to sound creepy or not. Oh well. Sorry for the delay in updating, by the way - I've been busy today!

Enjoy part 81! :)

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dfjkfdgk am I late

[nerd_attack]

... Are you alright?

It's cool bro just being a drama llama

[lumberjack_me]

Y-yeah, Ed... I'm okay.

I guess.

I don't know if you want to hear it, really. You don't deserve to. It's my stupid problem.

[grimaces]

craaaaaawling in my skiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin

[nerd_attack]

You sure? You look pretty upset...

[sits down beside him]

Tell me. What happened?

these wouuuuuunds they wiiiiiil not heaaaaaaaaaaaaal

[lumberjack_me]

Well, I... I have no right bothering you with this... but...

I've, uh... I've had feelings for Ukraine for years now... over a century... and please don't think I'm not happy being with you--you're the best surprise I could have asked for, and I mean that...

But today I heard about her and Turkey and I just couldn't feel happy for her, you know? I actually felt jealous, and I know what an ass that makes me.

That's why I was so upset when you and her got tangled up together a while back...

Ugh, I'm an ass. [buries head in hands]

I'm sorry.

[nerd_attack]

Oh, I heard about tha-...

You were... jealous? Of them?

Do you still have feelings for her now, then, or...?

baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwww

[lumberjack_me]

I don't know...

I'm really sorry--I shouldn't have said anything. Besides, nothing can or will ever come of it--none of it matters...

I've made you mad--I'm so sorry, Ed. I don't love you any less, you've got to believe me. I just wanted to be honest...

[nerd_attack]

You don't know? Is that honestly the reason you got upset a few weeks ago? Not because I cheated, but because you had a crush on the girl I was cheating on you with?

[puts his face in his hands before standing up]

I'm... I'm fine! There's no need to apologize...

SUPER BAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWW

[lumberjack_me]

NO!

That's not all there-- that's not all I meant!

I was...

[hangs his head, getting seriously upset, and mostly at himself]

I was jealous of you both... It hurt more than I expected, seeing you with her, but it was even worse seeing her with you!

I... can't explain it better than that.

[Reaches desperately for Ed's wrist]

I'm so sorry... I shouldn't have said anything. Ed, please believe me. It's not how you think it is--it's really complicated... Ed...

[On the verge of tears]

teehee drama time

[nerd_attack]

Honestly. It's fine. I... I understand.

You know, I should probably go. I think I left my computer on, and it doesn't have a cooling system installed yet... and I don't want it to overheat.

I'll... I'll see you later, alright?

[straightens out and brushes off his clothes before turning, ready to leave the shore]

dra-ra-ma-a-aaah Drama-dra-a-aaah Waah Waah Ooh La La (time for bad romance!)

[lumberjack_me]

[scrambles up]

You're lying.

Ed, you'd never build a computer without the fans and stuff and leave it running.

Don't go like this. Please.

Please?

I was just listening to that song, get out of my head D:

[nerd_attack]

... Alright, I lied.

I just need time to think, alright? I can't do that with you around. All of this... was kind of a big blow.

Let me go for a bit. Please?

ahahaha everyone's listening to it :P (aaaugh this melodrama has me tearing up)

[lumberjack_me]

[you can hear his heart breaking from here]

Ed...

I'm so sorry... I just wanted to be honest--I owe you that at the absolute least.

[lets him go though it looks painful for him to do so]

Please promise you'll come back?

[a tear creeps down his cheek, then another, then another]

What have I done?

aww, don't cry! /hands a tissue

[nerd_attack]

I... I'll...

I'll give you a call later.

[finally turns and walks away, holding his head down]

I don't want them to break up ;3; even though Canada is an ass and should have stfu

[lumberjack_me]

Okay...

[watches him go morosely]

[Stands in the same place for a long time, staring at the bend in the path where Eduard disappeared]

[makes an awful noise and kicks and punches at a nearby tree until his knuckles are raw and he's probably broken at least one toe]

[when the noise dies down and his breathing slows, there's no other sound--no insects, no birds, dead wind... he's completely alone.]

OOC: BAAAAAWWWWWW o lawd