he wrote to me today. he says he has let go of the things that hurt him. I have to tell you I hate Jesus Christ ( Read more... )

sparkly. the house. good typing skills getting better. going to straighten stephanie's hair and maybe pluck those damn eyebrows. I bet she'll let me.

I can't understand this at all. I can't pronounce this at all. These are different matters, these are uncertain feelings. This should never be discussed, so keep it to yourself. Snorted a lot of ( Read more... )

( f o r t h e l o n e l y )

If you've never seen Niagara, Niagara do so, now ( Read more... )

so in reference to mylastpost I no longer hope she gets syphillis. Just maybe a bad case of crabs, or a really really bad YI.

ok. ew. and. my roommates FAIL to do anything, ever, to take care of the things around the house. (1) I was gone for three days and we have 0, count 'em ZERO clean dishes, none of which are the result of me, because I DID ( Read more... )

I can't look her in the face. I'll see it there, in the deep sea of her iris, and the twist curl of her grin. Hate is here today.
And that stupid annoying laugh.
Fuck you, you stupid skank. I hope you get syphillis.
and die.

carl doesn't know but I check his mail sometimes to see if he read what I wrote him. I don't read the other mail though ( Read more... )

::waves:: miss you lysh.

slept for 15 consecutive hours.

carl wrote to me... more on that later.

I need coffee
and some company. hey edwardestlin you should come over and drink coffee with me and we won't be alone lonely anymore.

I just realized that I've been reading a few strangers journals for over a year ( Read more... )

germany... is not dead, and that is something. he doesn't even look like a 90 year old man anymore, he's gone down to like, 60... maybe even 55. he hasn't done coke in two weeks, which you'll know if you're an addict, is a long fucking time but really no time at all.

funny how I find out carl him and david did a ball and a half to themselves ( Read more... )

uma thurman looks better with black hair. pulp fiction style.

why can't I sleep? I'm buying a truck tomorrow. For my road trip. And, I'm almost done fixing up the van enough to sell it for 4grand. I can't wait. I wish someone was coming with me.

carl particularly. but. anyone, really ( Read more... )