I swear sometimes I think this life is killing me...

[apathy_angel]

I feel like my life is crashing down on top of me and crushing me underneath it. In 9 days I am going to be gone. Miles and miles away from the girl I love. And I have no idea when I'll see her again. I'm so scared to lose her. And she says she's not coming back to school next year. I don't blame her for not wanting to repeat this year again...but

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[phantomwolf_luv]

i know how you feel... the grl i love.... she's my best friend so there's alot of touching, hugging using as a pillow leaning... and thatpart about the hair struck me... omg her hair does smell so good... her lush hair.. so soft, a fiery aburban color.... and we've kissed twice ( same night) and oh god those kisses... and we both admit we like eachother but we both love our bfs too... how confusing is life???
well we should keep in touch you and i. my yahoo messenger is hydespirategrl and aol is phantomwolf665. i think we could support one anther

[west_haven]

I didn't know you're leaving! =( Why? Man, I hope you don't have to, I'll miss you too! I'll make sure to give you many hugs before you go!

And hopefully, you're life will be set straight. You're a good person, so you don't need to have depression haning over you all the time.

[spinpikachu]

well no i was just asking. ive been practicing for 7 years. solitrary. i mean i dont do group shit. i was just woundering..

but yeah its ok. alot of shit on my side too. so dont feel bad..

it all sucks but when ur happy its worth it..

you can talk to me.. if you ever need someone besides mrs graham "evil"

haha jk

XOXO
Theresa

[spinpikachu]

ive been in the same situation, but it was a 3 yr run, and it still has control over me, think of this and it always helps me :
1: ur young
2: college
3: other people
4: more heartache if u hold onto the person

by all means im not telling you to get away from her, or drop her like a hot pan, but itll be so much easier without the stress... have fun like i do. i mean. im still not over the person, but just see how happy you are without having to worry. it always helps..

i could explain it better in person... i hate typing this shit

XOXO
Pika

[spinpikachu]

im pattys sister. the "diffent" one with blueand black hair.. yeah come and talk to me somtime. i will always be here for you.. promise.. as long as ur here for me..

ur totally welcome.. and beleive me i understand more than you think..

hope to see you soon..

XOXO
Pika