So my 6th quarter of school starts today. I only have 2 classes this quarter because I fucked up and have to retake comp 1. Im excited because I have my 2 favorite teachers and itll really help my gpa because I know ill get an A in both. that means I have 2 quarters left until im finally done! excite. well yeah I have to get ready to go there ( Read more... )

These memories keep flooding my mind. Its the only thing that is killing me. I want to be strong and cut all ties but it hurts so bad. I need to surround myself with everything I love but its hard to do when it all reminds me of her. 1/4 of my life was spent with her and I havent really done anything but spend time with her. Thats all that made me ( Read more... )

I dont want to get hurt anymore I just want to be happy and its tearing me apart that im such a weak person. I fucking hate this

ive apparantly lost my mind kill me

I just want to crawl in a hole and never come out. Its horrible how you could want someone so bad that youve been with for so long and they just throw you away without the slightest hint of being upset. Ive never felt a pain so horrible Its insane. I cant go hangout with anyone because I dont feel right but i dont want to be alone. I want to be ( Read more... )

yeah [Feb. 6th, 2005|12:48 am]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | some country music on gay TV ]

Im glad that everything works out when I need it to. I hope that everything turns out good like this everytime. I love you jessica :)

I miss those days

Its already pretty much summer crazy shit. 3 more quarters of school for me and i will be an electronics engineer hell yeah! Been workin and schoolin it up OT oh yeah! I dont know ill just update later i gotta shower

happy birthday to me!!!!!

RIP Rachael Garza well miss you

So heres the update. I am currently 1/3 of the way doe with school to get my associates degree in computers and electronics engineering. Got around a 3.7 GPA hell yeah and Im feeling good about it. I dont really do much anymore though and it kinda sucks but I really dont have time working 50+ hours a week going to school 3 days a week and all this ( Read more... )