Ew fatness

[antiqrule1]

I need to stop eating, like, now. I have been binging for the last three days. On all healthy stuff, but still. Last night, I ate carrots, an avocado, two kinds of cheese, red wine (drank), almonds, two apples, and something else (I think). I feel so fat. I hate it. It's gross, and I'm embarrassed. I was doing so well last week. I need to get on

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[quinnthevixen]

Please let me know if I can offer you some sort of support right now, because I would be glad to! I know going back to controlling food intake is something familiar and safe, as far as a coping mechanism, but it is really unhealthy for you and I know that, in the end, you want what's good and right for yourself and your body.

[antiqrule1]

Thank you, sweetie. I wish I knew how to get support. It's a weird time of flux, and I'm not sure what I'm doing with myself. I do want what's good for myself, though. I hope I can make my way back to the center line sometime today/this week. Just knowing you care means a lot to me. Thank you.

[quinnthevixen]

Anytime, seriously! We should Skype soon.

[antiqrule1]

We should. It's been far too long, and I miss you. hmm...why is life so crazy? What's your schedule like for next week?