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This morning, I had a sudden, dull pain at the back of my skull. Didn't think too much about it, because it is something that occasionally happens. A little later, I started to feel like I couldn't stay conscious yet I still was, like how you feel when you're watching a movie or something in bed, and your body is saying "sleep" but your mind is saying "no, not yet."
Then in conjunction to feeling close to losing consciousness, my fucking face went NUMB. Scared the holy fuck out of me, especially as this all happened while I was driving on 101. Luckily, I was able to pull off the highway before I killed myself or others. After I calmed myself down a little, I was able to continue on my way to class.
I'm trying to reassure myself that maybe it was a panic attack, nevermind that I've had a panic attack before, and it was nowhere as bad as this. Also, there were no true feelings of "panic" until the almost losing consciousness thing got pretty bad and the numbness happened. Nothing prompted it; one moment I was listening to Josh Rouse and the next, this all happened. And my head is still sore. I would go to the doctor if it wasn't for being 90% sure it was "nothing" and not having insurance.
Then in conjunction to feeling close to losing consciousness, my fucking face went NUMB. Scared the holy fuck out of me, especially as this all happened while I was driving on 101. Luckily, I was able to pull off the highway before I killed myself or others. After I calmed myself down a little, I was able to continue on my way to class.
I'm trying to reassure myself that maybe it was a panic attack, nevermind that I've had a panic attack before, and it was nowhere as bad as this. Also, there were no true feelings of "panic" until the almost losing consciousness thing got pretty bad and the numbness happened. Nothing prompted it; one moment I was listening to Josh Rouse and the next, this all happened. And my head is still sore. I would go to the doctor if it wasn't for being 90% sure it was "nothing" and not having insurance.