everything. i quit all of it. i am bound to this wheel that takes me to such wonderful heights, only to plunge me to such abysmal depths. i can't tkae the ride anymore. i must destroy the wheel. and everything that makes it turn.
Welcome to my completely fucked up world, Brother! I have rarely had a night go soooo intensely amazing just to have it blow up in my face the moment that I walk in my front door...I am right with you in wanting the wheel to either run me over or just leave me fucking be....fuck it all.
I can't help but think that with the incredibly positive, self reinforcing perspective shift you've had plus all the greater joy in life you've been experiencing, that to do so would be a very poor decision.
Then again -- depends what you're talking about -- find out what brings you happiness and strive for it. Myself, peace -- I was surprised to find -- was rather higher on my list than I'd expected ....
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Then again -- depends what you're talking about -- find out what brings you happiness and strive for it. Myself, peace -- I was surprised to find -- was rather higher on my list than I'd expected ....
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