and i thought these days were over... how foolish was i

How do you live so happily
while I am sad and broken down?
What do you say it's up for grabs,
now that you're on your way down.
Where does the good go?

does anybody get what i'm saying here? not my words, but its exactly what i feel right now. i don't know where i stand anymore in any part of my life.

i'm done with it, completely

i like how no one seemed to care. yeah , pretty awesome

i really hate crying to myself...
but i'm the only one to blame

why do i always do this to myself?

i really need to keep my promises, especially the ones i make to myself.

damn it.....

i feel different, but no more than i was yesterday.

why do i even try? seems like you cant win for losing with this life

guess what!!!

.....yeah i dont know either

this life is taking over
searchlights in every corner
i swear we'll flood your city
no choice is what you're getting

man, i really need to sleep... and some decent company

i have no idea how i can even type right now

holy shit! i was on time for work!! which means that i will also be able to watch the price is right again at lunch!!!... which is right now!!!!

i dont know what is is about that old bastard, but Bob Barker is a P-I-M-P