Hahaha, it's not a wanky BNF. I don't even know if this person is technically a BNF or not. I just... think she is? She is in the fandom, if nothing else.
But thanks for the advice. I'm gonna try to move on, I suppose. No point agonizing over it.
I always become INTENSELY CRITICAL!! of the person and wait for them to mess up in some minor way, and then I'm like HA HA HA, SEE, THEY'RE A LOSER, WHY WOULD I HAVE A CRUSH ON THEM, THAT WOULD BE RIDICULOUS, HA HA HA... HEH... EHHH.
It works about half of the time. The other half, I just beat myself up over BEING DUMB and HAVING DUMB CRUSHES and BEING DUMB AND IRRATIONAL until it goes away. ...neither of these are really advisable courses of action, BUT THAT'S WHAT I DO.
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But thanks for the advice. I'm gonna try to move on, I suppose. No point agonizing over it.
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It works about half of the time. The other half, I just beat myself up over BEING DUMB and HAVING DUMB CRUSHES and BEING DUMB AND IRRATIONAL until it goes away. ...neither of these are really advisable courses of action, BUT THAT'S WHAT I DO.
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I KNOW! I CAN TAKE MY MIND OFF OF IT...
BY MARRYING YOU! YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO GET MARRIEDMARRIEDMARRIED, JUN
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IN FACT, IT IS THE BEST SOLUTION.
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