mmk. well, I have to freaking stay home and clean all friday night which means that I won't be able to see if a certain someone wants to hang out. I saw him today and he seemed pretty excited to come talk to me when he saw me =] uhg. he's so cute. haha. I still need to find a way to get him to ask for my number or give it to him somehow. eek. I'm ( Read more... )

Wellllll. I finally am online. I've had to spend the past forever with Connor =\ It wasn't SO bad. Last night we went to the football game. I had SO much fun. All we did was yell and scream and dance. haha. =] Plus, there were five half naked boys right behind me =]. lol. Nick belted out the alma mater .he sounded like a dying cow. haha. I hung out ( Read more... )

Um...so yeah I haven't updated in quite a while ( Read more... )

Do you know that feeling when you want something so bad that you can't have?

I love hate rejection.

Girl: hey
Guy: hey, will you go out with me?
Girl: *blush* yeah!

**one week later**
Girl: OMGSH I love himm with all my heart and I can't wait until we get married and have babies and you're my soulmate and I'm so glad we didn't rush things [with me being a whore and all]. LOLZZZZ

does that ever get on anyone's nerves...or is it just me? Girls ( Read more... )

I've gained friends
and I've lost them.
I've cried for hours
and I've laughed uncontrollably.
...and in the end, I'm better off.

I've grown close to the people I can truely call my friends.

I feel betrayed, but maybe that's because I was.

write what you think about me.
something youve wanted to tell me.
anything.
in a comment. annonymous or not.

I don't like me.
call me and talk to me.
I miss Justin.
I miss Jacob.
I miss Andrew.
I miss Katie.
I miss Brittany.
I miss feeling good enough.

So yeah, things have been okay lately I guess. I haven't gotten a chance to talk to Katie or Brittany because we're going out of town and we're remodeling or whatever. Justin has been out of town since Sunday so I've talked to him once or like 5 minutes. I'm just glad I have Wayne and Andrew to talk to. I've been cleaning nonstop since Sunday. It ( Read more... )