just don't turn away

[anorexicbrownie]

One of the thing's I'm working on is letting go of my utter self-loathing. I've come a long way and tolerate myself most days with only the occasional bout of self-loathing. Self-forgiveness is coming far more slowly. Knowing that God forgave me long hasn't made it easy to forgive myself

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[tarleon]

To answer an earlier question, you can talk with me about anything, even emotional type stuff. Unfortunately I think with us both being more day people now I don't get to see you online as much anymore.

I'm still horrible about essays (and most assignments which I can hand in late). And I'm 2 years into my Law degree now. You'd think I'd have learned. But, what I have learned is to recognise that my lesser ability to organise myself is symptomatic of a great strength of mine, my ability to think on my feet. I have a very agile intellect which doesn't deal well with structure and order, no matter how much it helps other people. I can't say I'd willing give up the mental agility, no matter what advantages I would gain from organisation. If I can somehow find a way for both of them to co-exist, then fantastic. Otherwise, I'll just learn to make do as best I can.