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[anorexic_a]

this week has been stressful but great and sad all at the same time. lindi moved out of the studio. last night i sat up there with amy and natalie and drank beer and talked. it was so sad looking over to lindis side and realizing there was nothing there. no kettle or noodles or tools that i always steal! she left the blue hammock up so we can all

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[_lifted_]

i've been thinking a lot about the same thing lately - my lack of memory about my recent history. the time since i've left is a total blur. everything before that ever moreso. of course i have bits and pieces and the memories i have a strong, but i think the smaller things i've lost are important too.

i guess it's a matter of trying to understand the bigger picture. everything you think and feel now is rooted in your past experiences, right? so remembering what's happened to you that's made you who you are RIGHT NOW is, i think, the key to understanding oneself.

what to do about that though? write more, take more photos? it reminds me of a part in 100 years of solitude in which a whole village lose the whole of their memories due to contagious insomnia. how sad and alientating that would be.

i'm just musing, i guess.

XOXO.

PS awesome photo of andrew.

[anorexic_a]

memory is such a scary thing i think. you only remember what you want to sometimes or you forget things you wish you could remember. it's all there too you just cant always get to it. i've been reading a lot about the unconscious mind, it's something i've been really interested in. i try to write down more things but tonight i was reading things i wrote last summer and i don't remember what it's about. it's so strange. i was experiencing somethng and writing it down but i don't remember it anymore.

i want to read 100 years of solitude.

also, write me back! rah!

[trufflepig]

why am i replying to an old post? oh i don't know

100 years of solitude is amaaaaaazing though, i wanted to note that

also, couch sex? sounds fun. this is a retroactive reply to a post that you made in the FUTURE