Life is Difficult

Mar 29, 2011 22:07

I don't know if I can handle this life. I don't know if I can deal with the amount of women that He wants to have in His life. I am trying to get involved with another but I am finding it very difficult. I feel like I am cheating, being unfaithful and just meh. I love Him, more than anything... but I really need to know what the others in His life ( Read more... )

fears, thoughts, confusion, poly issues, challenges, rant and rave

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vampyreslave April 20 2011, 02:09:56 UTC
That is the kind of life Brent wants.

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anonymisses April 20 2011, 16:16:36 UTC
Honestly, He has come pretty far in this. Things are not quite the way that He had wanted them before. He knows where I stand, on the fact that I can't live with a bunch of different girls and share Him day in and day out. That any one He plays with will just be on a weekend here or there, or a certain night and they will come over and be played with and then go home where they belong. Hehe. The only way W/we are going to have someone living with U/us and being played with by U/us is if they belong to both of U/us is what W/we have decided. And as I told you before, W/we aren't even ready for that. W/we both are enjoying O/our time together right now.

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