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Aug 17, 2011 21:34

 I don't have the energy to make a long ranty post...and quite frankly I don't want to think about any of this for to long ( Read more... )

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anonymiss731 August 18 2011, 02:30:10 UTC
Yes that is a very general definition. They fail to include triggers such as heat or light though, environmental ones as well as stress inducing emotional ones.

*hugs*

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stupid_drawings August 18 2011, 23:35:52 UTC
*Hugs excessively*

my tumblr is ifbythisyoumeanthat

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anonymiss731 August 19 2011, 04:45:53 UTC
Following you. ^___^ Thanks....she's getting ridiculous....like I really want to see her posts of giant bold letters saying she hates our mother or the countless ones about her wanting to fuck or hating herself. I'm gonna need ten more ppl to drown her out entirely though...the tumblrwhore. I honestly wish I knew if I was supposed to respond to her or not...eventually I'll break and confront her if she likes it or not.

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stupid_drawings August 19 2011, 09:26:09 UTC
Oh awkward tumblr moments.
I had a friend that would lie and tell me she was sick or busy and not even try to cut back on her tumblr reblogging. Like, it never crossed her mind that I would notice her still actively online. I would feel like it was an insult to my intelligence if it were not such an insult to her own.

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anonymiss731 August 20 2011, 05:16:42 UTC
Ha ha ha....thats just not on.

It's one of those can't even be mad it's so stupid moments.

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innie_darling August 19 2011, 03:33:25 UTC
I'm glad you're out of the hospital!

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anonymiss731 August 19 2011, 04:49:54 UTC
Thanks....it was a bitch....I've been chilling out my apartment with the ac and getting into my John jumpers in order to emotionally recover....It's working insanely well.

Hope your job is going well...and your big bang. ^____^

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snatchturkish August 20 2011, 01:02:37 UTC
Very happy to hear that you are back home!! :) Must feel good to be back in comfortable surroundings!

I just read up on it and it sounds very hard. I hope you're doing ok. *HUGS!*

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anonymiss731 August 20 2011, 05:13:53 UTC
Thanks, I'm glad to be home...bumming it in my John Jumper....jumpers keep depression at bay.

It's not that horrid....I've been living with it forever...so I'm basically I know how to deal with it....mom's more upset then me....I'm just a bit upset they couldn't have told me I had something untreatable five years ago....the five years on meds that made my life worse is what I'm pissed about not the diagnosis.....I have a slight fear of falling in a train track or bashing my head in...thankfully I usually get enough tells before hand to get myself down before I brain myself....so it's not anything to worrisome.

I'm getting badass medic alert dogtags once my primary neurologist tells me he agrees with his boss. One of the tags has a USB in it.

*hugs* thanks for the concern.

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snatchturkish August 20 2011, 13:23:38 UTC
If I knew what a jumper was Id be going *YAY* with you LOL Still yaying but not enough to go awesome yay!! LOL.

What I was reading I was thinking that at least you get some tells before hand. All I could think of was smashing into pavement and thinking oh god no. But it's good you get tells. And I understand about the doctors.... I'm not too keen on trusting them in understanding things too quickly or misdiagnosing as well. How worrisome is it when you are alone in public? That would scare me! And you get USBs in your tags? cool! haha! It's good you'll be getting something to help people around you understand what is going on and how to respond in some way.

:) Glad you're trying to keep your spirits up!!

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anonymiss731 August 23 2011, 05:31:07 UTC
Fuck! I did it again ( ... )

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