Comments | anonymiss731: DESI ITS HOPELESS

anonymiss731

DESI ITS HOPELESS

Mar 08, 2011 02:55

Every time, every fucking time I say no don't go there and you agree....but it all goes to shit....I saved the aim conversations and as you probably saw the last post was poetry.....this is a horrible sign for my mental health....in a month I'll be inconsolably crying. Go ahead and tell me it's defeatist but what proof do I have that I'm at all ( Read more... )

depression, desi, question, obessions, saiita, pain, sad, melancholy, rant, despondent

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anonymiss731 March 8 2011, 19:11:42 UTC

They aren't convos from us. It's my convos with him. It's setting me up for a fall. The poetry aspect however is good on many levels. I'm becoming a streotypical tortured artist though. Can't write unless I'm in pain.

I'll tell mom.

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anonymiss731 March 8 2011, 19:29:05 UTC

I'm actually leaving the computer lab for home now.

They are there...just like my classmates were in high school. I get infatuated with the ppl around me. You should know this first hand. Except ours is a different kind of love. The love that dare not speak it's surname. Laugh at that or I might die.

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kold_az_steel March 10 2011, 06:36:19 UTC

...would it help if I swooped in with a hug and my shoulder to cry on?