Fic: Observations, Ch 245
Time.
- mistake mistake resume resume normalcy before normalcy before - before - -
- according to schedule - according to plan - - according to regulation - - - according to reason - - - -
rule logic - reason rigidity - - control - - - forget forget forget purge - - return - resume - return - rule - - logic reason - - - control control
survive suppress survive suppress no fear no feeling no hope no hallowing according to plan
- wipe away eradicate - delete - - erase - - - delete - - - - eliminate totality completely - gone permanent - -
I am fine.
- chaos grasping order slipping war blood - stench - surrender fall fall pieces shatter scatter shards - chaos - - - - spreading
- revert back before yesterday - - rewind repeat - avoid - recalculate recalibrate resume reorder
forget - - all - - everything - - impossible - - in darkness - - no sound - - all silence - - the terror - - the haze - - -
- logic reason rationale - order rule regulation - law method structure - form proof theorem - logic law - - reason order -
Leave me.
don’t look don’t see don’t cry don’t wail don’t laugh don’t smile don’t rage don’t fail don’t feel just think don’t watch just walk don’t weep don’t sink don’t want just
block - away - - away - - - away - - - -
sleep - - today - - - a day - - five bullets
- time in inches in feet in hands in sleep - in dreams - - - - don’t don’t don’t don’t don’t don’t -
- leave me - - see me - find me - hide me - - lose me - leave me - - mock me - talk me - rationality rationality - - - where don’t where do
I am compromised in so many ways.
the vileness the dirt wash away in the rain
Forget.